keep it up my capucino.. barista will always be there

there will allways be up and downs in life.. no matter wat happen.. as your (lou kong) i will allways be there for your.. barista will never leave capucino.. most important thing now is the future.. the future where barista n capucino will live forever.. the sad things in life will allways be haunting us.. jus there is one thing that we must bear in mind.. the future is ever greater than the past.. each generation exceeds the next for a better life. y do ppl get old n die?? think of that.. before we get old there is time we need to past by... each day.. will you choose to past it a happy way or a sad way reminiscing the past which you wish u never had.. as your beloved (lou kong) i wish to see capucino to lead a happy life.. distance is keeping us apart.. but there is never a distance that keep our hearts apart. not now not ever.. it is jus phone call away for barista to say how much barista loved you... that is important.. no matter what barista do he will never repeat what capucinos EX did.. wont ever.. barista is not such a person.. yes he is full of great words.. his mouth is allways covered in honey.. but those words are use onli for capucino.. there will allways be flowers apearing infront of barista.. but there will never be one (pak hap) as special as the one barista had already have.. barista is content.. barista never ask for much... the pain barista had gone tru will never be shown infront of capucino.. yes barista will share the past experience with capucino but showing it is jus not what a guy should do.. barista is a compationate guy.. full with emotions. barista wont keep his emotions when it come to love.. pouring out his love for someone special like capucino.. its like a dream.. when capucino is sad barista will bring joy back into capucinos life.. when capucino is sick barista will give some of his "antibody" when it rains barista will be the sunshine.. when capucino alone in the dark barista will be the light that shine tru the darkness. yes this is all Gods work.. but God gave barista an important mission.. that is to protect the loved ones around barista.. the most important love of barista is capucino..


the pain is so great until and extend joy does not exist anymore.. its from a famous photographer.. before he died he left this pharase.. i wanted to let dear know that there is much more that pain that there is in this world.. dear remember that there will allways be "me" in your life.. i love you mu dear ... capucino