this is onli the right begining

its been a very long time since barista had bloged... its because the love for capucino has evolved into a true tie... its more than a few words published on the internet will make any difference.. its a bond of true love. an ever living breathing bond of love..there is more comitment that barista had to put up.. money.. future.. family.. work.. more is coming to barista path to success.. the onli person who will be by barista is capucino.. the onli true frend.. a frend that is bonded by love. a love that will never end by jus an easy good bye.. the love that barista had now is forever more.. he might had forgotten the promises.. but his heart will forever be with capucino.. this will never fade.. as a rock will turn to sand by the elements of nature..baristas love will never change.. it will grow day by day.. changing n getting stronger as every second pass.. there has been alot of happy n unhappy things that is not stated by barista.. its kept as a memory sealed within barista n capucino.. i love u my capucino.. this moment barista eyes is filling with tears.. but this is not an occasion to cry.. i love u capucino...

the good time`s are gone..

its such a bad day for me.. there are times when i really wanted capucino to be with me on those bad times.. its very selfish for me to be sad alone.. not to tell capucino. mom said something which i think hurts me much... i dont like to hear all those stupid pharses from her.. its mean to say it.. yes i am wat i am. if they dont seem to like my way of doing things they i would just like them to leave.. i may seem happy all the time. but in fact i am not.. is there a place of happyness in my life.. will there be such a place called nirvana.. a heaven on earth.. i will like to seek for it. i wan to be there with my loved one.. my capucino.. i wanted to cry now. but the onli thing that can make me shed my tears is capucino.. its hard to keep these sad tears.. these moments are hard even for the strongest warior.. the battel in life has jus begin for barista. i wish to end it with peace.. with no blood shed..