the unforgetable trip...

its monday... barista reached TM... its almost 9pm.. time its never a matter when it comes to my capucino.. when barista reached TM capucino fetched barista at the bus station.. barista was worried of capucinos well being.. for her to come so far from her house... but thank God she was safe.. all the angels of God protected my capucino at all times.. not wanting any misfortune to happen to her.. as barista was waiting for capucino at the bus stop with his luggages a bag of bak kua n a brand new cabinet just for my lovely capucino.barista was getting excited.. on wat to say to capucino.. thinking of the way capucino will smile when they met.. her lovely voice.. then not soon after capucino arrived at the bus station.. it took capucino about 10min to get to the bus station.. clad only with a pair of short pants.. on such a cold night.. barista's heart almost fell apart.. thinking of all the cold winds blowing on capucino's small pint sized body.. capucino wanted to look her best infront of barista.. yet she forgoten about her own.. its such a big sacrifice for my capucino.. the more time barista spent with capucino the more in love barista felt for her.. the feeling of care.. love.. warmth.. its ever more.. the feeling of love that can't fade away... after capucino pick barista from the bus station.. we set our journey back to capucino's house.. the cold long ride.. jus made barista felt how much capucino sacrificed for barista coming all the way to the bus station.. soon after we went for supper over in a coffee shop just around the corner.. over there barista ate cantonese fried keow teow.. and a serving of black pepper fried pork meat.. the food is not bad.. for a chef its about 40 mark given.. jus an average yes.. but with the company of capucino its all worth while.. barista fed her all the prawns.. and squid.. that capucino loved the most.. the rest barista cleared off.. after the meal when barista ask for the bill the worker complimented on "us" "he can easily pick you up with one hand".... then we laughed.. barista then went to a nearby 7eleven to get some toiletries.. n capucino bought her favourite appel flavoured chewing gum.. such sweet times.. then we scooted off back home on capucinos cute scooter... kikiki..its jus sweet... at home barista did what men should do n assemble the new cabinet for capucino.. then put all capucinos clothes in for capucino.. swept the floor.. n made his bed not far from capucino.. when barista planed to go to bed capucinos housemate got back from class.. amek... kiki then they invited us to tag along for mamak sesion in a nearby mamak shop. barista order a cup of limau ice as usual.. n capucino a cup of hot milk with a tarik feeling... kikiki.. there at that time there was amek, jennie,lou dao, ah siew, n the dai lou ah yen.. kikiki.. during the yam cha sesion baristas never took an eye off the tv.. kikiki.. tv addict.. sorry dear capucino.. lou kong still love to see capucino more than the tv.. but.. never the less.. there is not the time... cos too much attraction.. n we cant get to much attention.. kikiki... later we walked home holding hands.. kiki.. sweet... barista immediately take his bath n prepare for bed.. but capucino is still looking at the lap top.. its still early for capucino but barista is already juiced out.. time for shut down.. but barista dont want to disappoint capucino n forced to stay up.. yet barista auto shut down on capucinos bed.. then capucino woke barista up.. kikiki.. then barista slept on the floor.. with capucino aside.. hugging her tight.. like barista was afraid to lose her.. is all the sweet moments..the nite we slept side by side holding each other tightly.. then day 2 started.. its a hectic day for my capucino.. full schedule of classes to attend to.. but barista was never alone.. barista can feel that capucino is right beside him.. barista played with his psp.. played with babycino n babyrista... then sleep.. kikiki.. the best rest ever barista had..then capucino came back during lunch.. that time we went to a cafe named EGO just infront of capucino`s university..there we ordered tomato chicken.. capucino ate nasi lemak rendang.. a serving of fried dumpling n capucino`s favourite fried squid.. as for the drinks capucino orders longan lychee then capucino had honey milk.. ohh the food is just average.. but the moment and the deciration is not bad.. the onli problem is after the meal we smell like kitchen... kakaka..... barista then saw the most amazing things ever.. a spider building its nest.. such a wonderfull site.. watched live.. infront of baristas eyes.. the events of nature.. soon after capucino got back from class.. her voice shook the whole house.. TADAIMASU.. as she entered the house.. barista lauged.. capucino is so cute n pretty... just cant imagine to live with out her for one second of barista's life... later after capucino took her bath she already planned the night activities.. it started by having dinner over in a cafe named BLUE GARDEN.. capucino outfit was beautiful too.. she wore a green shirt and her favourite short pants...the journey there was nice n warm.. with the warm sweet hug by capucino.. as the scooter scooted up the hill.. it took us 15 mins to reach the destinated location.. then as we took our seat at the cafe barista took the initiative by ordering for my lovely capucino.. it's for sure she will love to drink capucino blended.. then barista ordered a different flavoured capucino float just for some one as lovely as her... for the main course we ordered mee hailam.. fish n chips.. and pepper chicken... as for the apetizer barista order capucinos favourite fried squid... kikiki.. then we 'kick table leg' again.... kiki.. so sweet.. we ate together.. the ambience the atmosphere the music.. the company of a lovely lady.. the memories... it's just beautiful.. it's plain but it's so perfect when capucino is around..it's just as God has planned it for us in the future.. God has made it all perfect.. the weather was just nice.. windy n cool... it's just the best feeling that we ever had... that was not all.. after an amazing dinner we went sok ge... kikiki.. barista drove capucino back home to have her change... due to the cold weather, capucino changed into her long jeans.. we scooted around TM town n capucino's university.. with capucino telling barista where she attends her classes ..capucino took barista to her church.. then told barista where she had her bike accident.. barista heart start to ache again.. but if barista is weak who will make capucino strong.... its all implanted into barista memories.. kikiki... then we looked for the basketball court in TM.. wow the court is nice.. looking foward to play in that court in the future... then we drove all the way to proton city.. jus to sok ge in the park... the park there is beautiful jus a perfect place to go for a date.. just the 2 of us.. there I let capucino have an unforgetable memory.. as barista drove the scooter into the garden n sok ge inside the garden.. it was capucino's first time.. sok ge inside a beautiful park... the night ended when barista n capucino were all tired out from all the sok ge.. then we drove back home.. barista took his bath.. then slept with capucino within her arms.. its sweet n warm.. the kisses.. warm hugs.. the sweet smell of capucinos body.. her soft skin.. barista would wish to hug capucino each night... barista felt restless as barista will part from capucino again... barista's heart was heavy just to leave capucino....as daylight slowly takes over the solemn moon barista's time is up.. as barista's heart sighed with sadness.. work is ahead... as we woke up early in the morning... the preparation for the journey back... yet we still find time to paktoh.. we took breakfast in a lovely noodle shop... capucino ate dry pan mee and barista took yee mee soup.. as barista bus is going to depart at 11a.m. capucino need to rush back to class... so we parted again......

times square.. with capucino..

its a splendid day.. barista spent half his day with capucino... barista reached the designated location at 1100 hours... kiki then barista took 1 hour to look for capucino... kikiki.....at last they meet up infront of a toy shop at times square... then barista jus looked into capucinos eyes... jus feel like hugging capucino.. after the meet up barista acompanied capucino on her shopping spreee... kikiki.. with capucinos frens.. kiki.. so sweet.. they went in n out from a few shops.. kiki.. capucino is all fired up with the shopping.. the sad things is she cant get her bling bling sandals.. shit.. no size.. then a short pink pants.. that one is baristas fault.. cos barista doesnt want to let capucino waste money.. she got too much short pants.. kikiki.. then capucino saw a nice pair of jeans which she like.. but there is too much customer in that boutique... so she cant try that jeans.. so she let go.. then we walk n walk n walk until lunch time.. around 3pm.. we took our lunch jus the 2 of us.. so sweet... "kick table leg".. huhuhu.... barista order an unagi cheese bake rice n a cup of longan soya ice.. capucino ate sweet sour chicken chop rice topped with her favourite fried egg... kikiki and a cup of longan soya hot... so nice.. by looking at her eat barista felt like the happiest man in the world.. she was happy...during the meal it was such a coincidence that we meet up with alvin, clement and capucino ex class mate.. hehehe... so nice... the world is such a small place to live in.. so barista wont dare to do any naughty things while capucino is not around.. later that some of capucinos frens see barista.. kakaka... the time come when capucino really need to go.. its 3.50pm.. capucinos bus is at 4.oo so they rushed to the bus.. kikiki.. but barista did hug capucino before she left.. n a good bye kiss on the forehead... its a happy day for barista.. na matter how much his legs hurt... i love you capucino...

keep it up my capucino.. barista will always be there

there will allways be up and downs in life.. no matter wat happen.. as your (lou kong) i will allways be there for your.. barista will never leave capucino.. most important thing now is the future.. the future where barista n capucino will live forever.. the sad things in life will allways be haunting us.. jus there is one thing that we must bear in mind.. the future is ever greater than the past.. each generation exceeds the next for a better life. y do ppl get old n die?? think of that.. before we get old there is time we need to past by... each day.. will you choose to past it a happy way or a sad way reminiscing the past which you wish u never had.. as your beloved (lou kong) i wish to see capucino to lead a happy life.. distance is keeping us apart.. but there is never a distance that keep our hearts apart. not now not ever.. it is jus phone call away for barista to say how much barista loved you... that is important.. no matter what barista do he will never repeat what capucinos EX did.. wont ever.. barista is not such a person.. yes he is full of great words.. his mouth is allways covered in honey.. but those words are use onli for capucino.. there will allways be flowers apearing infront of barista.. but there will never be one (pak hap) as special as the one barista had already have.. barista is content.. barista never ask for much... the pain barista had gone tru will never be shown infront of capucino.. yes barista will share the past experience with capucino but showing it is jus not what a guy should do.. barista is a compationate guy.. full with emotions. barista wont keep his emotions when it come to love.. pouring out his love for someone special like capucino.. its like a dream.. when capucino is sad barista will bring joy back into capucinos life.. when capucino is sick barista will give some of his "antibody" when it rains barista will be the sunshine.. when capucino alone in the dark barista will be the light that shine tru the darkness. yes this is all Gods work.. but God gave barista an important mission.. that is to protect the loved ones around barista.. the most important love of barista is capucino..


the pain is so great until and extend joy does not exist anymore.. its from a famous photographer.. before he died he left this pharase.. i wanted to let dear know that there is much more that pain that there is in this world.. dear remember that there will allways be "me" in your life.. i love you mu dear ... capucino

it all begins on the 30th of december. around 4.35 pm.. capucino reached the lcct airport with 2 bag of laugage.. waiting for barista to pick her up.. barista reached around that time with baristas best friend JC. then on the way home we stop by over in ampang.. n ate kom piah... wow super delicious.. sarawak special.. when we reached klang we ate some home cooked food.. by barista.. special dinner.. got stir fried egg with ham.. some vege.. its so sweet.. after the dinner we spent our time in the room.. chatting.. looking at each other... kikiki.... i cant discribe the feeling when my capucino is inside my arms hugging her... 31st new years eve... capucino.. came down to help barista.. ohh the momnet is sweet.. she was sitting all the time but her presence is enough to give barista power.. we ate wan than mee.. for breakfast.. kikiki.. then at lunch we ate together from the same spoon... jus a simple dish is made delicious... by sharring it with some one you really loved.. the moment just cant seem to past by.. reminiscing the moment now.. such unforgetable memories. at night we went to shah alam.. drinking a few cans of beer and waiting to see some new year fireworks.. but much to our anticipation there was not any fire works.. but the moment still was unforgetable.. we made the countdown ourselfs.. yy, ah chan also alex was there... we couted 10..9..8..7..6..5..4..3..2..1.. happy new year... oh my God.. i think God really put capucino with me for a reason.. for barista to love and care for her.. to past by every second together.. to make her life happy.. there is all the reason in the world for barista to love capucino.. after the countdown we drive back to klang.. n took supper in boston... ohh so nice... we ate with yy, ah chan and alex.. the steam ginger clam.. the fried nestum mantis prawn.. the hokkien mee.. ohh.. so nice.. after that on the 1st of january.. we were together.. she accompany barista at work again.. we ate curry prawn... a special dish i made for my dear capucino.. its just one special time we had.. she ate one spoon and i eat one spoon.. that is not an embarassing sight for me.. its jus sweet and nice. made others around feel the love we really had n appreciate the company of capucino beside barista.. the norm will laugh at us but will they really have such experience with his or her partner.. most of them will have other ways of showing thier love. but for barista that is the onli thing that barista can show to capucino how much i loved her... we past by the time together each n every second.. then on the 2nd day of the new year capucino is not feeling well.. yet she woke the lazy barista up.. barista was touched when she said something to barista. capucino said ( wo hen xi pai, wo ciau bu sing ni) then barista almost cried out.. barista kept the tears away.. not wanting to let my capucino sad.. then woke up n work... she accompanied barista even that she was unwell.. barista had never been such loved ever.. she was like an angel.. really sent by got to protect n cared for barista.. i really love capucino.. i cant live without her... i cant imagine the times i will past without her. the 3rd her illness has become much more serious.. but by my love... she will get well.. baristas caring ways .. its just sweet.. so nice.. the best gentleman.. barista will never be a bad guy infront of my capucino.. barista promise to improve to be a better man.. just to be the best so that capucino will have (xing fu) later at night we went for a movie.. with baristas sister.. janet and my (da sao bro xiao di).. we watch ip man.. capucino has already watch ip man in sarawak.. but she went for the movie again with barista.. we went pato.. shopping for awhile.. i bought 2 formal shirt for my capucino.. she will need that pretty shirt for her studies. i wont want my lou por to look always the best.. pretty...capucino is so nice... but after the movie my capucino is still not feeling well.. the cinema is cold.. we stick together.. after the nite capucino is to tired to move.. barista feed capucino water using baristas mouth... it sounds disgusting.. but she was tired... barista wantod to show his love.. much too much love... on the 4th capucino is getting better... so happy to see my capucino getting well so fast.. mayb its from all baristas strong antibody... feeding my capucino water... kikiki.. sweet... then the countdown begin.. capucino is going back to TM soon..jus cant think of the time barista will have without capucino... but she need to study.. all for her own good.. barista tried to give the best for capucino.. then at the 5th capucino is going bck to TM.. we start driving at 5pm.. we stop by at mcdonals.. to have fat choi burger..... kikiki.. the sweet capucino with the nice burger.. its just perfect.. then we drive n reach TM safely.. its raining.. God is is tring to let her know that baristas heart is crying as well... but its jus for some time.. barista help clean capucinos room.. because capucino is still unwell.. its my responsibility to make sure capucino wil have the best .. to do the best... just for her... as i was leaving capucino cried... i tried to hold my tears.. to let go.. if not barista wont leave..

this story will be inside baristas life forever.. the enternity..now i wanted to give this song to capucino.. onli this song can discribe my capucino.. its by shane ward.. breathless...


If our love was a fairy taleI would charge in and rescue you
On a yacht baby we would sailTo an island where we’d say I do
And if we had babies they would look like youIt’d be so beautiful if that came trueYou don’t even know how very special you are
Chorus
You leave me breathlessYou’re everything good in my lifeYou leave me breathlessI still can’t believe that you’re mineYou just walked out of one of my dreamsSo beautiful you’re leaving meBreathless
And if our love was a story bookWe would meet on the very first pageThe last chapter would be aboutHow I’m thankful for the life we’ve made
And if we had babies they would have your eyesI would fall deeper watching you give lifeYou don’t even know how very special you are
You leave me breathless
You’re everything good in my lifeYou leave me breathlessI still can’t believe that you’re mineYou just walked out of one of my dreamsSo beautiful you’re leaving me
You must have been sent from heaven to earth to change meYou’re like an angelThe thing that I feel is stronger than love believe meYou’re something specialI only hope that I’ll one day deserve what you’ve given meBut all I can do is tryEvery day of my life
You leave me breathlessYou’re everything good in my lifeYou leave me breathlessI still can’t believe that you’re mineYou just walked out of one of my dreamsSo beautiful you’re leaving meBreathless
You leave me breathlessYou’re everything good in my lifeYou leave me breathlessI still can’t believe that you’re mineYou just walked out of one of my dreamsSo beautiful you’re leaving meBreathless