the day i lost my brand new hand phone

its damn frustrating to lose something.. most of it your hand phone. first i got scold by mom. but that was just okie... she said i don love her and i never treated her as my mom. she don even know wat i am going through. i am sad, depressed, emotionally unstable, bored, not to say lonely.. i dont k now what i wanted for myself and my future. what i wanted was just a life...