what a day.....

its a happy start for today.. i had plans for everything. i thought that everything is in my control. i started the day of with a big breakfast at my own shop.. happy village. then after the breakfast i went to pick up my mom. she went shopping for weekly goods for happy village. she bought a lot of fries. shit..... a whole car full. after the pick up over in tesco i went back n purpose the raya set n buka puasa set as a promotion over in happy village. that went well.. mom accepted all the purposal. its like bingo for me.. hahaha super happy indeed. i had been thinking of capucino ever since. she went back from church a tired day for her. then for the past whole month capucino has been tired n under alot of stress. study for her exam. all her assignments. all her homeworks. everything had to be done over in her uni`s library. all she need now is a broadband which i had purchase for her today.. yes.. that went well also. the modem is operational on monday itself.. ohhh so nice. then i went to pick up my god mom.. all the way over in klia. such a long drive. ita a happy drive too. anna jie jie accompany me with her son jaz..... so happy.. we talked all the way there. then i was bz calling my god mom over at the phone. i was worried that she went bck to ipoh by bus. as i reached there i was sure that her flight was delayed. indeed it was. i asked at the reception area for the flight at london towards klia.. then the reception lady said it was delayed. then i went back out to the parking n waited. i was afraid that my car will be issued a parking ticket due to violation... omg... i was issued twice over there.. haizzzz such disapointment.. but its okie.lucky this time it was all safe n sound. then after i picked up my noisy god mom we chat chat all the way from klia until klang.. huhuhu. i felt sorry for anna jie n jaz. but they were having a good time. jaz was bz occupying himself with his psp n anna jie snozzzzz all the way back... hahaha... it was a good rest time for her. cos she looked tired.. after i drop off anna jie n jaz i sent my god mom to the bank to cash out some money. then we went for a nice meal of bah kut teh. she said she was craving for malaysian food for one month.. then she went all in over at the bah kut teh shop.. omg.... i was shocked to see her eat her heart out. but we enjoy the bah kut teh time. there is jus one thing missing in that picture. that will be my capucino. if she was there it would all be perfect... the end is all the bad things. i would not like to talk about it.... its jus super bad

its been so long.....

its been long since i had sign in and blogged... anyways... the purpose for my blogging life is for my dear capucino. its been almost 3 month that i had written anything. out of a sudden i had a mood to write. its been 9 month and 7 days that i had been with my capucino. all this time its nothing but joy n laughter. yes we had been tru ups n down. its the bit n parcels of life. that the only way bond can grow stronger. the way we can be together. for this past few month i had been thinking. i really wanted to be with my dear n i would not want to be without her for even one second. but as a man there is always choises to be made. to be with capucino is all i wanted.. i will be with her for now n forever.

love in need is love indeed

love is always in need by everyone.. but my love is specific.. jus for some one so special.. the person who will light up the darkest days.. who will chill up the hottes days... the person indeed is the one who is truly loved by thy.. she is not only someone special.. yet one in a million.. like every zebra has a different stripe.. yes a plain lady in the eyes of the norm.. but in my eyes she is the only one that i will pledge to live for now n my whole life.. as i had left TM for 2 days now.. my heart is still missing all that is left over there.. the women that i loved very much.. i wish to be by her side each n every minuet.. our world is filled with sweet words which can make the honey seem tasteless. never the less its spoken from inside my heart.. to see her smile everyday is the motive of my life .. yes love.. love.

i want to dedicate this poem to my sweet heart.. that i mish deeply she will like..

A special world for you and me

A special bond one cannot see

It wraps us up in its cocoon

And holds us fiercely in its womb.

Its fingers spread like fine spun gold

Gently nestling us to the fold

Like silken thread it holds us fast

Bonds like this are meant to last.

And though at times a thread may break

A new one forms in its wake

To bind us closer and keep us strong

In a special world, where we belong.

this is onli the right begining

its been a very long time since barista had bloged... its because the love for capucino has evolved into a true tie... its more than a few words published on the internet will make any difference.. its a bond of true love. an ever living breathing bond of love..there is more comitment that barista had to put up.. money.. future.. family.. work.. more is coming to barista path to success.. the onli person who will be by barista is capucino.. the onli true frend.. a frend that is bonded by love. a love that will never end by jus an easy good bye.. the love that barista had now is forever more.. he might had forgotten the promises.. but his heart will forever be with capucino.. this will never fade.. as a rock will turn to sand by the elements of nature..baristas love will never change.. it will grow day by day.. changing n getting stronger as every second pass.. there has been alot of happy n unhappy things that is not stated by barista.. its kept as a memory sealed within barista n capucino.. i love u my capucino.. this moment barista eyes is filling with tears.. but this is not an occasion to cry.. i love u capucino...

the good time`s are gone..

its such a bad day for me.. there are times when i really wanted capucino to be with me on those bad times.. its very selfish for me to be sad alone.. not to tell capucino. mom said something which i think hurts me much... i dont like to hear all those stupid pharses from her.. its mean to say it.. yes i am wat i am. if they dont seem to like my way of doing things they i would just like them to leave.. i may seem happy all the time. but in fact i am not.. is there a place of happyness in my life.. will there be such a place called nirvana.. a heaven on earth.. i will like to seek for it. i wan to be there with my loved one.. my capucino.. i wanted to cry now. but the onli thing that can make me shed my tears is capucino.. its hard to keep these sad tears.. these moments are hard even for the strongest warior.. the battel in life has jus begin for barista. i wish to end it with peace.. with no blood shed..

the unforgetable trip...

its monday... barista reached TM... its almost 9pm.. time its never a matter when it comes to my capucino.. when barista reached TM capucino fetched barista at the bus station.. barista was worried of capucinos well being.. for her to come so far from her house... but thank God she was safe.. all the angels of God protected my capucino at all times.. not wanting any misfortune to happen to her.. as barista was waiting for capucino at the bus stop with his luggages a bag of bak kua n a brand new cabinet just for my lovely capucino.barista was getting excited.. on wat to say to capucino.. thinking of the way capucino will smile when they met.. her lovely voice.. then not soon after capucino arrived at the bus station.. it took capucino about 10min to get to the bus station.. clad only with a pair of short pants.. on such a cold night.. barista's heart almost fell apart.. thinking of all the cold winds blowing on capucino's small pint sized body.. capucino wanted to look her best infront of barista.. yet she forgoten about her own.. its such a big sacrifice for my capucino.. the more time barista spent with capucino the more in love barista felt for her.. the feeling of care.. love.. warmth.. its ever more.. the feeling of love that can't fade away... after capucino pick barista from the bus station.. we set our journey back to capucino's house.. the cold long ride.. jus made barista felt how much capucino sacrificed for barista coming all the way to the bus station.. soon after we went for supper over in a coffee shop just around the corner.. over there barista ate cantonese fried keow teow.. and a serving of black pepper fried pork meat.. the food is not bad.. for a chef its about 40 mark given.. jus an average yes.. but with the company of capucino its all worth while.. barista fed her all the prawns.. and squid.. that capucino loved the most.. the rest barista cleared off.. after the meal when barista ask for the bill the worker complimented on "us" "he can easily pick you up with one hand".... then we laughed.. barista then went to a nearby 7eleven to get some toiletries.. n capucino bought her favourite appel flavoured chewing gum.. such sweet times.. then we scooted off back home on capucinos cute scooter... kikiki..its jus sweet... at home barista did what men should do n assemble the new cabinet for capucino.. then put all capucinos clothes in for capucino.. swept the floor.. n made his bed not far from capucino.. when barista planed to go to bed capucinos housemate got back from class.. amek... kiki then they invited us to tag along for mamak sesion in a nearby mamak shop. barista order a cup of limau ice as usual.. n capucino a cup of hot milk with a tarik feeling... kikiki.. there at that time there was amek, jennie,lou dao, ah siew, n the dai lou ah yen.. kikiki.. during the yam cha sesion baristas never took an eye off the tv.. kikiki.. tv addict.. sorry dear capucino.. lou kong still love to see capucino more than the tv.. but.. never the less.. there is not the time... cos too much attraction.. n we cant get to much attention.. kikiki... later we walked home holding hands.. kiki.. sweet... barista immediately take his bath n prepare for bed.. but capucino is still looking at the lap top.. its still early for capucino but barista is already juiced out.. time for shut down.. but barista dont want to disappoint capucino n forced to stay up.. yet barista auto shut down on capucinos bed.. then capucino woke barista up.. kikiki.. then barista slept on the floor.. with capucino aside.. hugging her tight.. like barista was afraid to lose her.. is all the sweet moments..the nite we slept side by side holding each other tightly.. then day 2 started.. its a hectic day for my capucino.. full schedule of classes to attend to.. but barista was never alone.. barista can feel that capucino is right beside him.. barista played with his psp.. played with babycino n babyrista... then sleep.. kikiki.. the best rest ever barista had..then capucino came back during lunch.. that time we went to a cafe named EGO just infront of capucino`s university..there we ordered tomato chicken.. capucino ate nasi lemak rendang.. a serving of fried dumpling n capucino`s favourite fried squid.. as for the drinks capucino orders longan lychee then capucino had honey milk.. ohh the food is just average.. but the moment and the deciration is not bad.. the onli problem is after the meal we smell like kitchen... kakaka..... barista then saw the most amazing things ever.. a spider building its nest.. such a wonderfull site.. watched live.. infront of baristas eyes.. the events of nature.. soon after capucino got back from class.. her voice shook the whole house.. TADAIMASU.. as she entered the house.. barista lauged.. capucino is so cute n pretty... just cant imagine to live with out her for one second of barista's life... later after capucino took her bath she already planned the night activities.. it started by having dinner over in a cafe named BLUE GARDEN.. capucino outfit was beautiful too.. she wore a green shirt and her favourite short pants...the journey there was nice n warm.. with the warm sweet hug by capucino.. as the scooter scooted up the hill.. it took us 15 mins to reach the destinated location.. then as we took our seat at the cafe barista took the initiative by ordering for my lovely capucino.. it's for sure she will love to drink capucino blended.. then barista ordered a different flavoured capucino float just for some one as lovely as her... for the main course we ordered mee hailam.. fish n chips.. and pepper chicken... as for the apetizer barista order capucinos favourite fried squid... kikiki.. then we 'kick table leg' again.... kiki.. so sweet.. we ate together.. the ambience the atmosphere the music.. the company of a lovely lady.. the memories... it's just beautiful.. it's plain but it's so perfect when capucino is around..it's just as God has planned it for us in the future.. God has made it all perfect.. the weather was just nice.. windy n cool... it's just the best feeling that we ever had... that was not all.. after an amazing dinner we went sok ge... kikiki.. barista drove capucino back home to have her change... due to the cold weather, capucino changed into her long jeans.. we scooted around TM town n capucino's university.. with capucino telling barista where she attends her classes ..capucino took barista to her church.. then told barista where she had her bike accident.. barista heart start to ache again.. but if barista is weak who will make capucino strong.... its all implanted into barista memories.. kikiki... then we looked for the basketball court in TM.. wow the court is nice.. looking foward to play in that court in the future... then we drove all the way to proton city.. jus to sok ge in the park... the park there is beautiful jus a perfect place to go for a date.. just the 2 of us.. there I let capucino have an unforgetable memory.. as barista drove the scooter into the garden n sok ge inside the garden.. it was capucino's first time.. sok ge inside a beautiful park... the night ended when barista n capucino were all tired out from all the sok ge.. then we drove back home.. barista took his bath.. then slept with capucino within her arms.. its sweet n warm.. the kisses.. warm hugs.. the sweet smell of capucinos body.. her soft skin.. barista would wish to hug capucino each night... barista felt restless as barista will part from capucino again... barista's heart was heavy just to leave capucino....as daylight slowly takes over the solemn moon barista's time is up.. as barista's heart sighed with sadness.. work is ahead... as we woke up early in the morning... the preparation for the journey back... yet we still find time to paktoh.. we took breakfast in a lovely noodle shop... capucino ate dry pan mee and barista took yee mee soup.. as barista bus is going to depart at 11a.m. capucino need to rush back to class... so we parted again......

times square.. with capucino..

its a splendid day.. barista spent half his day with capucino... barista reached the designated location at 1100 hours... kiki then barista took 1 hour to look for capucino... kikiki.....at last they meet up infront of a toy shop at times square... then barista jus looked into capucinos eyes... jus feel like hugging capucino.. after the meet up barista acompanied capucino on her shopping spreee... kikiki.. with capucinos frens.. kiki.. so sweet.. they went in n out from a few shops.. kiki.. capucino is all fired up with the shopping.. the sad things is she cant get her bling bling sandals.. shit.. no size.. then a short pink pants.. that one is baristas fault.. cos barista doesnt want to let capucino waste money.. she got too much short pants.. kikiki.. then capucino saw a nice pair of jeans which she like.. but there is too much customer in that boutique... so she cant try that jeans.. so she let go.. then we walk n walk n walk until lunch time.. around 3pm.. we took our lunch jus the 2 of us.. so sweet... "kick table leg".. huhuhu.... barista order an unagi cheese bake rice n a cup of longan soya ice.. capucino ate sweet sour chicken chop rice topped with her favourite fried egg... kikiki and a cup of longan soya hot... so nice.. by looking at her eat barista felt like the happiest man in the world.. she was happy...during the meal it was such a coincidence that we meet up with alvin, clement and capucino ex class mate.. hehehe... so nice... the world is such a small place to live in.. so barista wont dare to do any naughty things while capucino is not around.. later that some of capucinos frens see barista.. kakaka... the time come when capucino really need to go.. its 3.50pm.. capucinos bus is at 4.oo so they rushed to the bus.. kikiki.. but barista did hug capucino before she left.. n a good bye kiss on the forehead... its a happy day for barista.. na matter how much his legs hurt... i love you capucino...